Abuser

It Means Nothing To Me
When You Softly Touch My Face
You Touch The Same As Daddy Used To.
I Hear You Call Me "Beautiful",
I Have Heard That Word Before.
In My Darkest Place, I Get Away From You.

To Wish Upon A God, To Wish Upon A Star,
To Wish Upon Something, I've Never Wished Before.
To Get Away From Here, To Run Screaming Out The Door,
I Wish I Was Not "Beautiful" Anymore.

My Mind Holds All The Memories,
There's No Way To Erase
A Chemical Sleep Tries To Get Me Through
I Hate That I Am Beautiful, I Never Asked To Be
There's Nothing Said, The Mirror Is Dead To Me

I Cry Before You God, Why Are You So Far,
It Seems You Have Forgotten Me,
I Don't Know Where You Are.
Why Does A Little Girl, Grow Up To Get This Far,
To Wish She Was Not "Beautiful".

Beautiful, Beautiful
I Can't Believe My Life Could Be This Way
Beautiful, Why Am I Beautiful
For All I Give, All I Get Is Shame

Bound And Gagged, He Says I'm So Pretty
The Lights Flash, As Darkness Surrounds Me
The Camera Rolls, Until My Abuser Is Through
My Abuser Is Through.